luni, 13 septembrie 2010
nameless...
i guess i want you to know it's a little fucked up that i'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating, tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses for why you're not around and feeling so useless, it seems one thing's been true all along...you don't really know what you got 'till it's gone...
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Sometimes we find our self caught in the vanity battles ...we struggle..after a while we finaly understand what was really important ...and sadly..sometimes it's to late...
RăspundețiȘtergereStop your inner struggle and look deep into your soul..what's left of it...and listen to your heart...
Always it's worth fighting for something that's true.
Leave your fears along with your hate and all the excuses in the world...
Stop beeing afraid of living your life!
oh but i'm not...if there's something i'm afraid of is not living my life!:D
RăspundețiȘtergere..:)....then you might be afraid to be disappointed by the people you care most...
RăspundețiȘtergereand starting from here ..a long list runs...:)
I think the biggest fear is to be alone...not having someone to share your crazy thoughts....:))...someone who can accept you just the way you are...angel and demon...:)...
right on!;) does that someone exists? or maybe i'm just chasing dreams?
RăspundețiȘtergereTricky question to ask..:))…does someone exists?...
RăspundețiȘtergereThe good news is that someone does exist…and the bad news is.. Perhaps you didn’t find it yet…:)..
Speaking of chasing…I think you like so much chasing….and you can not imagine your life without having a dream to chase…:)…
After a while you’ll realize that is not everything about chasing dreams …is about knowing which dream to chose from all the dreams you already have…
It’s like …running on a road….because you like to fell the fresh air in your lungs and the sun on your face…and you don’t feel like stopping ever… after a while you realize that the air is not so fresh and the sun is not so good for your skin and you feel like stopping …but you don’t know where is the best place to stop…you saw so many beautiful places and you can not make your mind…so you don’t stop…..because no place is good enough for you now….but you’ll eventually stop because you are so tired…and it won’t matter so much the place where you’ll be resting as long you fell comfortable and peaceful.
So my piece of advice is take off your sun glasses…stop chasing perfection… you’ll be happier enjoying the small simple things…
And when you least expect …you’ll be surprised and overwhelmed by happiness…!!!:))
so you think i'm running without a purpose and i'm just leaving things behint cause i think i can find nicer places? let me surprise you for once...i'd rather not finish the race than get my ass kicked at the finish line...i'm chasing my dreams, my well established dreams, my goals and i enjoy even the smallest unexpected gifts i receive...someone most dear to me once told me a joke, i don't want to succeed:)) and the perfection i'm chasing is through myself, not in others!;)
RăspundețiȘtergereFirst of all you don’t need to get upset on my assumptions..:)..
RăspundețiȘtergereI don’t know you not even 0.0001% …:)
Purposes you definitely have more then one…based on the fact that you once said …you like your job…. where you’re standing now, from professional and carrier point of view.
Very surprising and intriguing is your point of view regarding the finish line…Sincerely I don’t thing I fully understand it..:)
I’m glad that you find time to enjoy the smallest and simply things…
And subconscious I think you chase perfection in yourself an in others…
...Or the struggle of chasing perfection in yourself is so strong then you get so exhausted to see the good things in others…;)
upset? me? never!:)) impulsive..maybe!:P and sometimes there's nothing good waiting at the finish line, and if something good comes up while i'm still in the race i can settle for that...i know i'm not perfect but i try to be, and in others i see what i like so that i can be perfect for them...right now i'm weakend by the lack of intrest in others...professionally speaking...the rest i can deal with....
RăspundețiȘtergereSurprising how pessimistic and realistic is your point of view...To be allways prepared only for the worse and if there's something good on the way, you take it as a prize..not as something that normally was standing there anyway...
RăspundețiȘtergereYou're too rough on you by trying to be perfect for you and others..
But you know the saying...in the eyes of the person who loves you , you are everything and enough just the way you are...;)..
And you already know that you can not live your life trying to please everyone...:)..
and there's my flaw:))) trying to please everyone...and i wasn't pessimistic...sometimes if you know what's waiting for you and you don't like it and on the way there you find someting better, you stick to it! get it now?:P and some times i'm totally selfless...
RăspundețiȘtergereWhat do you know...you're not just coke addicted, your addiction is also to please every one and still keep you totally selfless from time to time...i understand now ...Contraction is your middle name..:))...
RăspundețiȘtergereFrom the original phrase "i'd rather not finish the race than get my ass kicked at the finish line" to the new phrase "sometimes if you know what's waiting for you and you don't like it and on the way there you find someting better, you stick to it!"...it's a long way..:))...i can sincerly say i got lost on the way.....
SO the conclusion is that i did'n get it..:))..
now you're just messing with me:P:)) it makes sense to me!:P
RăspundețiȘtergereMaybe now for you it makes sense ....but what I don’t understand is what are you afraid of…"Rather not finish the race means for me" that you don’t want to make plans for future because you’re afraid you may fail…and that "something better on the way to stick to"….is just living the present…because you think the future is not looking too promising to you…You don’t trust that the future can bring along more then the present…
RăspundețiȘtergerebut the future always brings along more than the present...this i know!
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